Why am I...

so irritated?!?! Arrrgggggggg for reasons unprintable here today, I am extremely irritated!! And in the same vein, since when did I become so incessantly obsessive?
Maybe I should take up meditation to clear the mind. I over analyze things to death and mull over thoughts for hours on end. I'm tired of thinking in circles! Maybe I have Caged Bird Syndrome or CBS. (Yes, I made that up just now. I don't think it is a real term). Sitting at my desk pretending to look busy, or doing the same things over and over again make me so antsy. So instead I come up with these wild ideas and notions. And I write lists! I have Target shopping lists, perfect gift idea lists, everything I ate that day lists, books I need to find, movies I should rent, things I have to do before my Tri-State Tour. It never ends!

On a better note, I found my copy of Kerouac's Book of Dreams. So happy I have something new to read. It inspires me to write down my dreams before I forget them. But lately it has been cold, and with warm blankets I sleep like a log and don't have very many dreams in the winter time. how tragic.